CnY???

omg... is tat chinese new yr tat is cummin??Darn, i got no mood for tat, seriously... cuz evey1 in my hse is stil in doubt if ah ma can go hm for CNY... n soon after the new yr i'll be havin common test... now i m so busy with hospital visit, whole family as well... sch work...CEP esp....really dun understnd... some1 kill me!!...

[3/2 thurs]

Did not went to sch today... pon the CEP tuit, cuz chnage to the ah pek which most of us dun noe wat he is tryin tio say... all we go for is his ans... n i haven tried the qsn, so i wan ans for wat??
so i think is betta tat i stay at hm n study today, tml den i go take ans frm Liting....(thanks...) i wanted to wake at 1 pm today, ended up alomost at 2... den had lunch, can't eat much, my stupid ulcer in my mouth torturing me for days... dun feel like eating... feel so tired the whole day, cuz auntie visit... but i still started studyin at 4 and went for dinner at 7.... but i really dunno how to do leh... helpless... will try to clear my doubts soon...today i wanted to study, so nv went to visit ah ma...abit guilty... mummy say she gettin depress, not inteested in anything
but, so long in hospital, everyday face the fan n celiling above cfm sian de la... but i also can't deny tat really got alot of ppl visit her...maybe she got no energy to tok... n every1 thr also say the same thing make her so sian...
juz hope she will be fine by new yr...Jia you oh...!

seem like buy new yr goods this yr is a chore...cuz last time is happily go buy with mummy... this yr, all got no time, but still gotta buy cuz i think uncle the side de sis is cummin for tuan yuan fan this yr...
my tuan yuan fan every yr gettin not tat tuan yuan any more... i noe there's sth called the more the merrier...but isn't it suppose to be for a family?? after divorce every yr is go eat with ah ma... this yr abit different... haiz... i dunno wat to say... one of the fav festible tat i wating for... always let me recall the days last time, when we r still thr... in the 5 rm flat, in the big big wooden ovel table...beside the fish tank and piano... a separated hall frn the tv n stuffs...
kinda mizz those days too... n its already the 6th new yr not thr, if i m not wrong... so fast... nv even think of he is with in the first few new yr...when his wife haven appear... kinda heartless but think le also got nth tat i can do for him... instead i still hate him so much at tat time...
arrhz.....so long le... forget it la...

At last here... like every ML says, we haven meet for so long...hope we will have chance to meet in CNY... MIss u gers lots...