today...

alrite, today or rather ytd is quite a emotional day for me as well as the frens ard me... during lunch, i got to knoe frm LT that she has been troubled with some of the probs like frens, studies n family....like the most of us do...of cuz i m not gonna reveal whats all the troubling things... cuz was having menstral cramp again in sch...damn, juz nice b4 the test...i really hate when it happens in sch...cuz i un have my bed with me... n i sure looked ke lian or rather lang bei...but most of my frens has alreadY seen me like this alot of time... poor body...u noe...the pain is juz...u will feel like dying so much...no matter what position u r in u wun get betta...n things juz gets worst...moods gets worst...hahaha...maybe tats y i'll cry....its those hormones that are making me teared...

we tok abt alot...when we share we can noe ppl got even worst situation den u....so u wun feel that bad...but atthe same time u found out that in other perspects, u got a worser situation...so shld we say thing are fair 4 every1?
not really? 1 of them tear cuz she found out that how fortunate she is comparing to us... 1 hold on to her tears, cuz she was always so strong...sometimes we are allow to be weak...n we will be thr... another 1 was excitlly sharing more of her storys...she is always as cheerful as can be...1 juz listened quietly as ususal... well, as for me, i was a water tap in my previous life...
maybe is too much of keeping things to myself...

we nv want things to happen this way...but they did...but the ppl ard u juz dunno how difficult u r tryin to stand...in fact they'll luff at u when u fall... but when ppl wan to fall, the more u muz get to balance n stnd up...if u r lucky enough, thr might juz be a hand helping u up...
we get to meet so many ppl in our life,how can judge them, or predict them to be a fren or a foe....or some who will play n luff with u...stabbing u juz in a wink... when shld we noe who we shld trust? maybe we will juz have to get cheat once n learn frm that... but again, we cannot expect everyone we meet is ppl that we like...but we can always choose to stay with ppl we can communicate...there are alot fo things that we can't chnage in life...no matter how hard u cry or how loud u call for help...somethings juz can't chnage... the world will nv change cuz of u...the onli thing u can change is URSELF...

how do u define fortunate? to me is when u think u r, u r...N i m...cuz i m contented with what i have...of cuz, i'll ask more...when i m able to give more(in any ways to ppl)...

enough of all naggy stuffs...juz wanna be zi lian...so i take photos with new items that i bot...my flower...









yeah, i'll still be a happy ger...as happy as wat u can see...haha...n i'll try to blog more often...if i can...lots of test commin on...