Sunday, November 05, 2006

journal...

This was the most difficult period of my life... Frm knowing the news to confirmation and finally the operation... Every thing happen too sudden, nv tot every mth's menstrual cramp was due to the 8cm tumor... yes..8cm...no mistake...I m as shock as u when u read it... i couldn't accept,crying for nites and days... I fear abt everything... The time i m left with...(b4 my tumor actually burst), the operation...The questions ppl ask...my school which i can't catch up... and at last..the pain that i am facing after my operation...

But i have lotsa wonderful ppl ard me who gave me encouragement, no matter mentally or physically...Thanks for my pals who spent their nites folding the cranes...thanks for my ML+sa for being thr with me, made the place abit livelier..and of cuz all my family members who worried for me, no matter u are thr anot... And at last the u who tried ur best making a single call or a sms frm outfield...

I could not imagine me can't walk by myself or even doing simple things like sitting up frm the bed.... Even can't lift up my leg as usualy... i get fed up, by myself when i can't even do simple things like this...when i bring trouble to every1...when ppl gotto carry me up the stairs... I hope my nitemare ends faster... i wanna get back to sch...i wanna go out with my friends...

Dun worry my frens, n all the ppl who cared..i'll promise to get well soon...

-In Pain-

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