Confused!!! I am so confused!!! well, i got this beauty consultant job for Origins frm ah wei...So anyone pls make ur way to scotts Isaetan to visit me... but yet i suddenly felt alot of pressure, u know, its like its not a permanent job loh...
But meanwhile i have been taking my driving practical lesson...so far so go, 2nd day, 4th lesson i am already out of the curcit... Driving is fun but needs alot of concentration...I really very bad at corodinating my body, check mirror, signal, blind spot, full knob... Can die loh... Wonder when i can get my licence, so next time if u see me driving on the road, can say hi to me...Erm, i think better not, incase got accident... I super easy get distracted, the trainer tok to me i cannot concentrate loh, can't speak n drive at the same time...
Oh ya, back to y i am confused, cuz i need to get a licence, and i wan it quick, not tat i really need but i dun like to waste time, which means a permanent job wun allow me to do tat...i know theres night lesson, but its like damn ex loh and i dun think i'll have the energy to go down for lessons, cfm will give myself alot of excuses after a long day of work... Wat if i work shift?? weekends worst! alot of ppl and I got no time to rest loh!!!
Den this person who interview me for Origins quite fierce sia, she said she need some1 with commitment... For now still alrite loh, after i get the licence i will need to get a proper job...
And, i am thinking of going to study le!! shock rite?? I was thinking maybe i shld not only stop at a Diploma cuz next time, diploma will be as common as a PSLE cert...
Hehe, and having the tot of being a NU QIANG REN (Independent Women) i wan to be a women who can drive her own car, keep upgrading herself(knowledge,technology and fashion), earn alot of money for herself so tat she can be as high maintenance as can be...of cuznot too much...I mean able to spent to keep herself in shape, good complextion, nice clothes and afford lots and lots of skin care, hair care products...
Hmm, sound so spoilt huh? Maybe bcuz of the family i am frm, I know the importance and the need for a women to be independent... Not to say tat i dun trust other ppl, but with the high living standard in the future, think no one can actually help u, when they can't even have enough to feed themselves...
It seems like i am saying it very confidently, but i am still having a hard time thinking wheather to get a degree anot...cuz saying is easier den done...I am so afraid tat i can't cope with the stress, and end up wasting my own time... I hate to waste time!!
Bah~! since the enrollment is next yr i guess i still need to think abt it... gimmi somemore time !!! I need more time, cuz women age in juz a blink ok? I am almost 20 already and i think 20 is starting if the peak of my life,somehow dun wanna spent it studying...
~In need of alot of time~
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